Recently, I don't feel like going to classes on Monday as I think I've mentioned it earlier. The major reason would be the people I don't feel like seeing apart from the boring sessions. Things come and go, only lately that I realised people can be unpredictable even though you're close to them. Sad to say but it's true that I don't really know some people like how I thought I did that I've known for quite some time. I don't simply judge people by a particular event or from one side. I've seen it for quite some time.
There's this story, where a girl who know this guy few years back, thinking that he's respectable and being fair enough. That was her first impression on him. Before this, she knows a girl, 'A' whom she thought she could share everything and trust. Alas, things happened too many a times that this girl lost trust towards 'A' and lost respect for the guy. 'A' lied and was caught red-handed. However, the girl happened to tell 'A' that she was forgiven. As for the guy's case, he was seen by the girl to be spreading unnecessary gossips to others and cause more problem than it should have been. The moral of the story is, DO NOT TRUST & JUDGE PEOPLE TOO SOON!
I feel that, not everybody can forget things or an event so easily, of course depending on what had happened. Forgive is one thing, forget is another. I guess, forgiving someone is much easier but the hatred/ anger/ sadness will always still lingers in ones mind. Trust can never be torn down because it's the most fragile feeling apart from love and many more. Once it's broken, it can never be mended. I guess I'm feeling it as well :( sad to say but it's still in me. Respect can never be forced onto someone but it should be gained instead. In my opinion, a guy shouldn't act so irrelevantly. Acting like a WOMAN telling gossips, even though it's not a serious matter but it will make matters worse. Can't he/she just leave things as it be? It's not that if the other person knows it things will get better. Gossiping can always influence people into thinking something that might not be true because gossips are always BIAS. Gossip can actually create misunderstandings as well as create false accusation on something/ to someone which may not be true. I don't understand why there are some kind of people that did something wrong and won't just keep their mouth shut and accept the fact? Why must find fault of the person who found u guilty? If I were that person, I would have just shut the hell up and prove to others that you're a much better person when you want to be. Anyway, that's the difference I see between me and certain people. At least I don't do such nonsense. This is just my 2 cents. However, I'm not against gossiping but please know your limits. Talking about others in general is different but not something unnecessary.
Haha, today, a friend of mine, SNEHAL just reminded about my birthday being a week away. I forgot time as I was kinda busy with my assignments as usual. I never really celebrated my birthday with my family before. I guess i ALMOST did but something happened. My mom promised to celebrate it for me but there wasn't any chance now. Probably that's why I never like celebrating my birthday. Apart from that, I don't like to waste money on celebrating.. it's just a day for me.. again, just my 2 cents. I know many who share the same birthday with me, Lily, Martin, Sonia's Dad and Snehal. Today, Melissa told me that she knew of someone who share the same birthday as well =)
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sad but relieved
I haven't been blogging for the past week. The reason is because my dad came down to KL and I was busy with my assignments. A week just past by. I'm missing my dad now. Yesterday, me and my brother sent him to LCCT whereas my sister was with her bowling team. The reason why they were here is because of her bowling tournament, MSSM in sunway pyramid. My home is once again dull, gloomy, quiet and lonely. How I wish my dad is here *sigh*.
Today, my lab session ended early, so, I rushed to the library to printout my report to be handed in. Then, I checked on the notice in my uni's computer.. 1 of my major report's due date was postponed to 9th May. Haha, anyhow I will still have to complete it. It's quite a lot of mark and I can't afford to slack. While wondering about the good news, i received a bad one. I was supposed to get a new bowling ball from the alley in cineleisure but the person in-charge said they still couldn't get the ball. However, he said that most likely I can get it tomorrow. *sigh* but I have class till 5pm tomorrow and I'm not sure if the lab will end as early as today. I was hoping to get the ball done ASAP and rush back to Sunway for the student rate bowling which is much more economical.
After handing in my report, feeling relieved, i suddenly craved for bubble milk tea. It was quite some time that I did not crave for anything. So, I bought Yam flavour for myself and honey dew for my brother. Now, back in this quiet house, thinking about my dad and sis. How I wish they are here. =( Hehe, i bet my dad will be playing card games in the computer right now if he's here then will ask for dinner a bit later. We're so used to living like that. Suddenly, everything changes back to how it used to be when they are not here.
Now, I'm finished with my bubble tea, feeling very full, but still want to eat something. I dunno what to do. Feel like watching movie but nothing interest me. So restless now.. what to do? what to do? Hmm.. probably I can arrange my accessories in a very nice way. Yeah, probably that's a good idea.
Today, my lab session ended early, so, I rushed to the library to printout my report to be handed in. Then, I checked on the notice in my uni's computer.. 1 of my major report's due date was postponed to 9th May. Haha, anyhow I will still have to complete it. It's quite a lot of mark and I can't afford to slack. While wondering about the good news, i received a bad one. I was supposed to get a new bowling ball from the alley in cineleisure but the person in-charge said they still couldn't get the ball. However, he said that most likely I can get it tomorrow. *sigh* but I have class till 5pm tomorrow and I'm not sure if the lab will end as early as today. I was hoping to get the ball done ASAP and rush back to Sunway for the student rate bowling which is much more economical.
After handing in my report, feeling relieved, i suddenly craved for bubble milk tea. It was quite some time that I did not crave for anything. So, I bought Yam flavour for myself and honey dew for my brother. Now, back in this quiet house, thinking about my dad and sis. How I wish they are here. =( Hehe, i bet my dad will be playing card games in the computer right now if he's here then will ask for dinner a bit later. We're so used to living like that. Suddenly, everything changes back to how it used to be when they are not here.
Now, I'm finished with my bubble tea, feeling very full, but still want to eat something. I dunno what to do. Feel like watching movie but nothing interest me. So restless now.. what to do? what to do? Hmm.. probably I can arrange my accessories in a very nice way. Yeah, probably that's a good idea.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Busy Wednesday
Yesterday was a busy day for me. I had classes from 12-6 pm and I have planned to reach school an hour earlier because of the procedure of two experiments which needs me to complete. However, when I reach the uni's parking area, it was around 11.30 am, so I was a lil' late. I was waiting for parkings at the 'FREE PARKING' area but there was none. Then, I quickly head to the 'CHARGED' parking area which was the other side of the uni. The bloody ticket booth wasn't functioning at all. Dumbass.. I always find that when I'm in a hurry, everything (including things that never goes wrong) goes haywire. So, I head back to the 'FREE' parking space.. at last, I got myself a damn freaking FAR parking. By the time I reach my uni's entrance, it was almost 12, which is when my first class starts. Oh ya, while waiting for parking, I asked another group member of mine to complete the steps. Luckily he was available. As usual, attended classes, day dreaming most of the time.. but 1 thing I found out in class yesterday. There was this lecturer I always thought he was boring and doesn't know how to teach.. to my surprise, I can absorb and understand what he was teaching. I find it useful to attend his classes. Haha, no more skipping of classes next time whenever I have GEN3040. During my breaks, I had lunch together with Mel and then I went to lab to complete another experiment procedure for another unit, BTH3820. My task has been completed.
Enough about classes. Later at night, I went out with Dave to first send his goods and then head back to WM. On the way to DP (to send goods), I received a SMS from my best friend, Sonia. I was so delighted to know that she wants to go out and eat with me. Me and Dave then quickly finish up his errands then head back to fetch Sonia out. We had 'Pan Meen' in Sri Rampai, we chatted quite abit. I hope I did not bother Sonia's time for studying. =( Sorry dearie. Anyway, around 12 ++ midnight, we sent her back and head to dreamland as well.
This morning, I woke up and bought chicken. I plan to cook chicken rice tomorrow and it should be a busy day. Morning - golf, afternoon - classes (11-1) and then evening - spring cleaning and cooking (Since dad will be coming, I don't want him to stay in a dirty and messy place) =) I'm now thinking of Sonia. I miss her. Let's hunt for accessories when we have our free times!!
Enough about classes. Later at night, I went out with Dave to first send his goods and then head back to WM. On the way to DP (to send goods), I received a SMS from my best friend, Sonia. I was so delighted to know that she wants to go out and eat with me. Me and Dave then quickly finish up his errands then head back to fetch Sonia out. We had 'Pan Meen' in Sri Rampai, we chatted quite abit. I hope I did not bother Sonia's time for studying. =( Sorry dearie. Anyway, around 12 ++ midnight, we sent her back and head to dreamland as well.
This morning, I woke up and bought chicken. I plan to cook chicken rice tomorrow and it should be a busy day. Morning - golf, afternoon - classes (11-1) and then evening - spring cleaning and cooking (Since dad will be coming, I don't want him to stay in a dirty and messy place) =) I'm now thinking of Sonia. I miss her. Let's hunt for accessories when we have our free times!!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Headache
Just taken panadol, probably it's the weather that I got headache. Feeling grumpy and moody though. However, there are some news that enlightened me and my day for today. My dad will be coming to KL this coming Saturday followed by my sis on Monday. They are here for the bowling tournament in Sunway Pyramid. I hope my sis will play well. =) Just talked on the phone with dad, he sounds interested in golf this trip. So, we've planned to go to Extreme Park's driving range for some shots.
Besides that, lab ended earlier today, so I drove down to look for Dave. Lucky that there wasn't any jam when I went down around 4.XX pm. I bought ROJAK BUAH around Prima Setapak area as I felt hungry. Initially I wanted Tau Foo Fah (Bean curd) but I don't feel like driving all the way to Desa Setapak. Anyway, nothing much was done when I was at Dave's place except for following him to send goods and dinner. We had simple meal at Desa Setapak. That made me recall on how near I was to Sonia. I wonder what she's doing as she isn't online. I do wish to see her with someone she love and happy with. She deserve to have a good boyfriend and of course end up being her "Ya Sei Hou Hubby". In my opinion, I think looks doesn't really matter that much, as long as you're comfortable being with him when both are in public. Most importantly is the feeling when being together. I guess, girls would opt for men who can provide them security, trust, help (whenever ask for), love, care, patience, etc (I could go on and on) =P.
I'm extremely tired today maybe from the bowling and golfing. So, I'll retire to bed earlier tonight. Tomorrow have to wake up early and send my dear to LRT. Pity him, have to use the public transport.
Besides that, lab ended earlier today, so I drove down to look for Dave. Lucky that there wasn't any jam when I went down around 4.XX pm. I bought ROJAK BUAH around Prima Setapak area as I felt hungry. Initially I wanted Tau Foo Fah (Bean curd) but I don't feel like driving all the way to Desa Setapak. Anyway, nothing much was done when I was at Dave's place except for following him to send goods and dinner. We had simple meal at Desa Setapak. That made me recall on how near I was to Sonia. I wonder what she's doing as she isn't online. I do wish to see her with someone she love and happy with. She deserve to have a good boyfriend and of course end up being her "Ya Sei Hou Hubby". In my opinion, I think looks doesn't really matter that much, as long as you're comfortable being with him when both are in public. Most importantly is the feeling when being together. I guess, girls would opt for men who can provide them security, trust, help (whenever ask for), love, care, patience, etc (I could go on and on) =P.
I'm extremely tired today maybe from the bowling and golfing. So, I'll retire to bed earlier tonight. Tomorrow have to wake up early and send my dear to LRT. Pity him, have to use the public transport.
My first slideshow
These are the few photos to show my family members and some random photos which I like. There will be more to come. I purpose post this slide here even though I've post it at the left-hand column of this blog. However, Dave said he couldn't see it. So, I'm posting it here. Cheers~!
Sad and Down Monday
Probably I don't quite like Monday. Probably it's due to meeting someone I don't want to. Anyway, I'm better now. Just pushing those bad thoughts out of my fragile mind. Currently listening to my OLD but Favourite songs of mind from my playlist =P.
Today, class ended earlier. So, I was thinking of bowling which my bro. accompanied me for 4 games. WTH, I played badly till nobody can recognize..haha nolar, just exaggerating. My score was 168, 171, 150 and then a lousy 142. I'm satisfied in converting a split and some 'slippers'. Continued later was golf, where Dave brought me to extreme park driving range. Hopefully no backache tomorrow.
My dad will be coming down this Saturday (19th Apr), surely I'm happy about it. Miss my family especially since my dad and youngest sis are in KK and my eldest sis in Saudi. Now in my home, left me and my bro. as well as Kaka (min. poodle) and hammies which are Winter, Snowy and Junior. Used to have Chu Chu, unfortunately she passed away last Friday without any known cause. Sad sad. Now that my dad is coming down, I need to finish my assignments earlier so that I can accompany him more. =)
I'm still thinking of how to upgrade my messy room. I've always wanted different sections to be built in my room. Small part for my attire, a part for my accessories, small part for my books, another for my stickers and etc. I guess, first I have to get rid of my books, past years notes and others unwanted stuffs. Thinking about it really can give me a headache.
Tomorrow I'll have 3 hour lab session again. Hopefully it'll end early like today. Oh ya, talking about uni, I got back my reports for plant biotechnology and ecology. I was happy with the results. Initially I was so afraid of being caught with collision or plagiarism. Not that I did but, just in case. Who knows similarity does occur. Haha.. at least there is something to be happy about. Next Monday..again I may be sad. I just don't like it. Luckily it's only a few weeks more, then I may not meet the person I don't quite want to see. Probably then I'll feel more at ease.
The feeling of betrayal is so strong. It's sad and painful.. probably those had been through this will know what I'm saying and know how I feel. I'm the type of person that would prefer to keep everything to myself. There are definately the pros and cons about it. Probably that's why I think so much that I don't even realise I'm bothered by it. I get angry easily recently too. Is that one of the stress symptoms? I hope not.
Hoho..suddenly crave of Melaka Lup Lup Kai Fan. I hope I can go Melaka soon. I'm imagining that, in future, if Sonia gets to go Penang (she'll know what I mean), I want to eat and eat and eat. I want to try out new food there since I've been hearing from others that the food there is marvelous. I'm drooling already, OMG. Sonia.. Fast Fast lar!! Teddy~~ (like the way of MR. Bean calling for his doll bear).
Today, class ended earlier. So, I was thinking of bowling which my bro. accompanied me for 4 games. WTH, I played badly till nobody can recognize..haha nolar, just exaggerating. My score was 168, 171, 150 and then a lousy 142. I'm satisfied in converting a split and some 'slippers'. Continued later was golf, where Dave brought me to extreme park driving range. Hopefully no backache tomorrow.
My dad will be coming down this Saturday (19th Apr), surely I'm happy about it. Miss my family especially since my dad and youngest sis are in KK and my eldest sis in Saudi. Now in my home, left me and my bro. as well as Kaka (min. poodle) and hammies which are Winter, Snowy and Junior. Used to have Chu Chu, unfortunately she passed away last Friday without any known cause. Sad sad. Now that my dad is coming down, I need to finish my assignments earlier so that I can accompany him more. =)
I'm still thinking of how to upgrade my messy room. I've always wanted different sections to be built in my room. Small part for my attire, a part for my accessories, small part for my books, another for my stickers and etc. I guess, first I have to get rid of my books, past years notes and others unwanted stuffs. Thinking about it really can give me a headache.
Tomorrow I'll have 3 hour lab session again. Hopefully it'll end early like today. Oh ya, talking about uni, I got back my reports for plant biotechnology and ecology. I was happy with the results. Initially I was so afraid of being caught with collision or plagiarism. Not that I did but, just in case. Who knows similarity does occur. Haha.. at least there is something to be happy about. Next Monday..again I may be sad. I just don't like it. Luckily it's only a few weeks more, then I may not meet the person I don't quite want to see. Probably then I'll feel more at ease.
The feeling of betrayal is so strong. It's sad and painful.. probably those had been through this will know what I'm saying and know how I feel. I'm the type of person that would prefer to keep everything to myself. There are definately the pros and cons about it. Probably that's why I think so much that I don't even realise I'm bothered by it. I get angry easily recently too. Is that one of the stress symptoms? I hope not.
Hoho..suddenly crave of Melaka Lup Lup Kai Fan. I hope I can go Melaka soon. I'm imagining that, in future, if Sonia gets to go Penang (she'll know what I mean), I want to eat and eat and eat. I want to try out new food there since I've been hearing from others that the food there is marvelous. I'm drooling already, OMG. Sonia.. Fast Fast lar!! Teddy~~ (like the way of MR. Bean calling for his doll bear).
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Sunday Outing
Recently there are a lot of things which I have to handle. Probably that is the reason why I got so tired quickly lately or probably due to the stress I have from all the problems I have to encounter. Partly are my friends, partly are planning for my future and also partly due to my bf. Anyway, because of these problems, I feel that I must pamper myself with things that I like. I'm a very stingy person. I don't spend a lot whenever it comes to things that are not necessary. Somehow, I bought something today during my outing with my dear.
Today, we went to the Curve after my dear finishes his work. We went straight to Sakae to eat. I ate a mixture of salmon sushi, softshell crab, kakiage and fried tofu whereas Dave had chicken katsu don. We were full when we left Sakae. Then, we had a stroll around the flea market there. Nothing much.. so, we walked around and I brought Dave to a shop in Ikano, where me and Sonia been to previously on the 9th April. I showed him what I've spotted earlier which was the bag. He said it was nice, so..happily I bought the bag. Then, I ended up in the same accessory shop of which me and Sonia been previously. This time, i bought something from a different stall which was the necklace and earrings =).
This is what I bought, stone necklace and earrings as well a bag. However, the bag was bought by my dear, i bought myself the rest which cost more. I seldom buy expensive stuff.. so my bag is from cheaper range. I think I got myself a good deal. The bag cost me less than Rm50 but the necklace was around Rm50. The stuff that I bought are shown on photos below.
The pink bag
The necklace (forgot the names of the stones)
Today, we went to the Curve after my dear finishes his work. We went straight to Sakae to eat. I ate a mixture of salmon sushi, softshell crab, kakiage and fried tofu whereas Dave had chicken katsu don. We were full when we left Sakae. Then, we had a stroll around the flea market there. Nothing much.. so, we walked around and I brought Dave to a shop in Ikano, where me and Sonia been to previously on the 9th April. I showed him what I've spotted earlier which was the bag. He said it was nice, so..happily I bought the bag. Then, I ended up in the same accessory shop of which me and Sonia been previously. This time, i bought something from a different stall which was the necklace and earrings =).
This is what I bought, stone necklace and earrings as well a bag. However, the bag was bought by my dear, i bought myself the rest which cost more. I seldom buy expensive stuff.. so my bag is from cheaper range. I think I got myself a good deal. The bag cost me less than Rm50 but the necklace was around Rm50. The stuff that I bought are shown on photos below.
The pink bag
The necklace (forgot the names of the stones)
The Garden Arch which was bought long time ago, now take out and use a while =P
I hope to have more of the stuff I like.. wish to work ASAP !! haha.. can't wait
Saturday, April 12, 2008
A Sad & Tiring Friday
It's a sad day yesterday. As usual, i woke up, feeding the pets, Kaka and the 4 hammies. Unfortunately, Chu Chu (one of the hammies) passed away and I only knew when I was trying to give her food. I was shocked.. it's so saddening, though it's not mine, but, i'm saddened by her death. I've been feeding her, cleaning her cage, carrying her.. but she's dead now. =(
Later, I went to uni, not knowing that the lecture has been canceled. The lecturer has wrongly pasted the notice in another room.. what a mistake. So, I ended up going out with my friends, Mel and XiuQi. We hung out for quite sometime. XiuQi had to loose 3Kgs ASAP.. so, she had Mel to control her food intake. It was funny how Mel disallowed her from most of the foods. We ended up eating in Sakae. I ate chicken teriyaki rice, Mel had Chicken Katsu don and XiuQi had Beef Ramen with additional 2 plates of salmon sushi for center pool. All of us left Sakae with a filled stomach. Then, I manage to get myself a pair of pants (knee length). I hope I look good in it. They continued on to the BAR celona, where as I went back home, being tired due to the weight of my bag.
At night, Dave came and he brought me and my bro. for dinner or rather supper. We ate at 5Bintang. So, now I'm still very full. Overall, it wasnt a pleasant day considering what happened this morning. Luckily I chatted with Sonia. I guess my friends are right, I always keep everything to myself but today is different. I told Sonia that I've always looked up to her, since the day we became friends. I used to envy her, being so kind and nice..like an angel to others, this may be some factors that made her having many good/true friends. I've been living my life trying to be a friend like her to others. =) Sonia, you'll always be so special to me! Anyway, she's sleeping now, we've just chatted. I guessed it has been a routine to chat with her now. I appreciate our friendship. I know you'll always be a true friend. Love you as always.
Later, I went to uni, not knowing that the lecture has been canceled. The lecturer has wrongly pasted the notice in another room.. what a mistake. So, I ended up going out with my friends, Mel and XiuQi. We hung out for quite sometime. XiuQi had to loose 3Kgs ASAP.. so, she had Mel to control her food intake. It was funny how Mel disallowed her from most of the foods. We ended up eating in Sakae. I ate chicken teriyaki rice, Mel had Chicken Katsu don and XiuQi had Beef Ramen with additional 2 plates of salmon sushi for center pool. All of us left Sakae with a filled stomach. Then, I manage to get myself a pair of pants (knee length). I hope I look good in it. They continued on to the BAR celona, where as I went back home, being tired due to the weight of my bag.
At night, Dave came and he brought me and my bro. for dinner or rather supper. We ate at 5Bintang. So, now I'm still very full. Overall, it wasnt a pleasant day considering what happened this morning. Luckily I chatted with Sonia. I guess my friends are right, I always keep everything to myself but today is different. I told Sonia that I've always looked up to her, since the day we became friends. I used to envy her, being so kind and nice..like an angel to others, this may be some factors that made her having many good/true friends. I've been living my life trying to be a friend like her to others. =) Sonia, you'll always be so special to me! Anyway, she's sleeping now, we've just chatted. I guessed it has been a routine to chat with her now. I appreciate our friendship. I know you'll always be a true friend. Love you as always.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Outing with Chu Yuk!
I know it's been a while I haven't posted anything here. I've been busy. Busy on my Langkawi trip, assignments, reports and also busy resting and gaming too. Well, yesterday, I went out with my buddy, Chu Yuk aka Sonia. She chose IKEA since she craved for the curry puffs so much =). Today, I'm supposed to bring her out to see fishes, but I'm not sure if she's free to come out since she's busy preparing for her finals.
I guess I've become a shopaholic. I regretted not buying the small box for my new accessories bought from the Curve. I'm so glad that I found something that I like and Sonia bought some too. Anyway, most importantly, I enjoyed the outing though it's a pretty last minute decision on going out. Haha, I struggled a bit deciding to choose between class and shopping.
On our way back, Sonia and I talked about some old songs which could bring back some memories. We sang a sentence of a song which we both forgot the title and the singer. So, when I was back, I quickly search through my song lists so that I won't forget which song we talked about. It's a very old song with a 'lame' video of it but most importantly, it reminds me of my younger days which is nice. Another song which Sonia sent me the URL is by Ultra - Say You Do and the song we talked about was Get Ready! - I Still Love You. Do enjoy!
The accessories I bought todayI guess I've become a shopaholic. I regretted not buying the small box for my new accessories bought from the Curve. I'm so glad that I found something that I like and Sonia bought some too. Anyway, most importantly, I enjoyed the outing though it's a pretty last minute decision on going out. Haha, I struggled a bit deciding to choose between class and shopping.
On our way back, Sonia and I talked about some old songs which could bring back some memories. We sang a sentence of a song which we both forgot the title and the singer. So, when I was back, I quickly search through my song lists so that I won't forget which song we talked about. It's a very old song with a 'lame' video of it but most importantly, it reminds me of my younger days which is nice. Another song which Sonia sent me the URL is by Ultra - Say You Do and the song we talked about was Get Ready! - I Still Love You. Do enjoy!
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