Mirror Mirror...

When should I loose my tresses?

Day by day, when I have the chance to glance myself at the mirror, I would pull up my hair to have a glimpse of myself having short hair. Sometimes it excites me, sometimes it scares me. Tell me what to do, oh Mirror Mirror? Shall I loose it all or shall I retain my tresses?

I better cut it before I change my mind... oh when oh when..

Psst.. I used to have my hair in LUMPS..Why do I say so? Let me tell you a story. I remembered a friend of mine, having not met for a year or two and when we finally did, the first thing she said was (while pointing to my head) "Oh Vivian, your hair style never changes, it looks like a lump, you never change!!" while she was giggling all the way. I felt embarrassed and insulted.

Things change after that. First, I had long straight hair, well it was also for quite some time and it's because I prefer straight hair. Then I changed my hairstyle to something different, I had it curled and highlighted in RED. A year later, I trimmed my hair much shorter and had it straightened. Almost a year now, I guess I'm going to have my hair short unless I change my mind AGAIN.. *LOL* My mind does changes easily.....

I am happy~~

because I got good news regarding my job search..and
because I got something I wish a person will like (it's a secret)..and
because I have a plan, not mischievous but I'm liking it ..and
because I am listening to my favourite list of musics.. *lol* and
because part of my burden/trouble was lifted

Actually, I've been bad today. I've rejected a job offer. I did so not because I'm choosy but the job scope isn't too suitable for me, especially coming from the East side of Malaysia. I only knew the real thing only after the interview. Part of me was glad when the company called me up telling me I was accepted. However, I'm feeling so bad that I'm quiet for today.

All this while, I don't like to reject people and the simplest NO is hard to come out from my mouth. Probably it's because of the environment that I was brought up in. I know how it feels to be rejected and I know what it's like when you needed help most but nobody is able to lend you a hand. I know it somehow. It's high time I have to stand up and do what I have to.

Actually, Mel told me regarding this matter the other day, after my job interview, when we met up at Pavvy. She told me a very important fact that I explain too much, especially when I have to reject or say NO to others. Well, come to think about it, she's not wrong. I don't directly reject or say NO to others but I will keep explaining about this and that till that someone will get the idea that I actually couldn't help/do something/go somewhere. *LOL* I guess I flood people with too many reasons.

So, today I did the right thing. I didn't give people lots of unnecessary explanations. Firstly, I asked the company if they could approve my request/conditions. When they say NO I then apologised and rejected the offer. After I hung up the call, I had a funny feeling, I felt weird, I'm not used to this, I wasn't actually sure if I was down? or glad? or sad? or disappointed? that I became quiet the whole day. Anyway, burden's lifted and that's all that matters. I faced my problem(s) and I didn't ran away. *smiling like a kid getting praised*

Yesterday.....many first times

Let me announce before your mind sways elsewhere.

Firstly, I had my first job interview yesterday. It was a good experience and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. However, the job scares me. So, that brings me the first experience of job interview.

Then, I applied my newly bought gel eyeliner yesterday. Although it wasn't a success, it's still my first time.

Also, I had my first time taking so many pictures with many different themes of Christmas trees. After my job interview, I went to Pavvy to join the girls for shopping and that was where I took the pictures. Although it's more than a month before Christmas but we're feeling the Christmassy Mood coming already~~ We Wish You A Merry Christmas~~

With Gold and Red Ornaments

Gold Ribbons!

Red decos - Opulence it says
Me and Pui Yen

Me and Mel

Me with the Mystical Blue Christmas Tree
Angel above guiding ^^

This is one of my favourite
It is named BLUEBERRY - mixture of shades of pink and purple

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas..

Hohoho... A cute sized Santa and reindeer - definitely Rudolf with his nose so RED~

A cute snowman plate spotted, taken my Mel~

Last night was my first time dining with Dave in Carl's Junior Mid Valley Megamall. We were too hungry that we didn't take any snapshots of the food. We had Mushroom Burger, fries, onion rings and bottomless drinks. It cost us about RM34.

There were so many to experience in one day. I was exhausted during the night that I fell asleep in front of my monitor before going into deep slumber.

Tomorrow...

...I am awaiting but I don't want it to come so soon. However, I want it to be over as soon as possible.
I am anxious, excited, nervous...
Millions of butterflies are flipping their delicate wings in my stomach
I can feel every movement clearly
I'm so nervous that I can pass out
Wish me luck everyone!
I'll be at my best and do my best although I'm not well prepared.
I'll face it like an adult! Yes!! I can do it.... Can I??

Wrong Timing won us Rm100~

Dave took a snapshot weeks ago and yesterday, he sent that picture to The Star publication. That picture won him a RM100. It's actually RM50 but because he's a Maxis user, an additional RM50 was given. Thank you The Star and Maxis. Here's the link.

Dave is so happy and he's still thrilled about the win.

Cold Breeze~~

Genting Highland was where I went during the weekend. However, I went up for not more than 5 hours because the purpose of going up was to bring Dave's mom to attend a concert and waited till the concert ended then we all came back.

We're not definitely sitting down doing nothing. Dave and I went into the casino just to get some warm drinks and then to the amusement area where we spent some money *lol* In between, we took some pictures.

Me and Dave

Now you see me

Now you don't
*lol* I just love baby looney tunes.

I HATE..

...being accused
...being threatened
...being shouted at
...being embarrassed
...being disrespected
...being cheated

I STRESS AGAIN!!!!
I HATE BEING...
accused
shouted at
embarrassed
disrespected
cheated

AND WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE TO BE BLAMED?
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