What a month.....

Hello~~ I'm back but I'm not sure if I know how to write / post a post in my blog..

Anyways, there was and still is so many things I have to adapt to for the past few months and that's part of the reason for my hiatus. Sorry beloved blog for abandoning you... *pats*

I guess it's fair to start the blog again with something I feel like sharing the things happened ever since I go on hiatus.
1) Family reunited *finally*
2) Meets darling lesser
3) Change of work
4) Stress level
5) Health

Well, ever since my family members reunited, I've been meeting my darling much lesser except for weekends. Apart from that, we're both very busy with out jobs, him having to work on two jobs and I, adapting to my new job environment. However, I'm blessed with the care and love he has for me and I'm grateful for that.

There is definitely an impact to my life i changing my career path. It's still too early to determine if it's a good or bad impact but the obvious changes are higher stress level, more pressure, better income etc etc. I'm still adapting as what I'm doing now is completely new.

Then, recently I'm down with chicken pox - which cause me my sales target *sigh* (an excuse =P) and I have been having a toothache for weeks now as well as heartaches from not achieving what I want.. there's so many to think and yet so less time and ability.

Anyways, for a recap - this month, since 10th Aug 2010, the entering of GHOST festival (Chinese's 7th Month), the month I had chicken pox, the month I went Langkawi with my darling, the month with 2 public holidays and many more.

Till then...Ciaoz

Boring..

I'm currently jobless right now. Bf's busy, friends are busy, colleagues (ex) working at the moment. Today is a peaceful day but a boring one. Well, I know I should have rested but I don't feel like taking a nap. Weather's warm..

My new job is going to start in another 2 weeks time. It's a new challenge as it's not something I've done before but I will of course TRY MY VERY BEST to accomplish each task given to me. I hope it's a new beginning to a better life. At least it's what I want and I'll work for it.

Missing my bf now, wondering what he's doing...

All good things come to an end? I hope not..

Good morning world!

This year started not so well... or rather not as smoothly as I want to. Come to think about it, it's because I wanted to change my life, so much that I have to face all these.

First, I must learn to be patient. Then, determination and strong-willed must follow. I must learn to be strong as well, strong enough to accept rejection. I'm not used to accept rejection, probably I always get what I want. It's very hard to digest the feelings and it's very disheartening. However, this is what I'm determined to do and I will face it.

In my opinion, support is very important in times like this. I still feel I lack the support but probably I was just asking for too much.

Adaptation is essential for changes like this. I must learn to adapt to the environment. Life isn't like how it used to be so, I will learn to accept and follow the flow as many would mention that since I cannot change the changed, I might as well adapt to it.

Next week should be the week where I may know if I'm about to change my life.. Let's hope and pray for the best. Mom, I know you'll always guide me =)

Till next post world!

Down period

I guess I haven't been feeling this low/down for quite some time and I don't know how to digest everything on time.

All I can do is just wait and be patient...till again

Why are you treating me so?

Why do I always get this kind of treatment?!

It hurts me alot. Have you forgotten what you've promised?

Hectic Month

Hello once again. It's been a hectic month for me with lots of mind bugging matters.

First, my ROOM.. I need to get it cleared it up. It's a mess and when I say a mess, it is really a mess.

Second, my senior will be leaving the company and no one more senior than me left in the company. However, that isn't my main concern, I will be loosing another friend I know at work. I will have another less friend.

Third, this I cannot reveal as I won't know if it will affect me if others know about this. It's a challenge and something new to me. I hope it can work and I wish for a change of environment. =)

Fourth, Chinese New Year is coming and I haven't get my new attire, shoes, etc.

I'm easily tired recently and I think it's due to the challenge I have to face and yet to meet.

I have to thank a person dearly. If it wasn't for him, his guidance in my first step forward, I will still be my previous state. He's like a brother, helpful and willing to guide me through all the hassle. I will always remember his advises and particularly this "Do not react, respond". Simple but full of inspiration.

What a way to start the new year..

Of all things happen, I fall sick on New Year's Day! At first, throat was dry and then it started to itch till I have to cough as if I'm coughing my lungs out. Now, my nose is so irritated that I almost sneeze but fail each time which ended up with watery eyes.

However, later, dear and I will be watching Avatar which was highly recommended by friends and my bro. Till then..