Boring..

I'm currently jobless right now. Bf's busy, friends are busy, colleagues (ex) working at the moment. Today is a peaceful day but a boring one. Well, I know I should have rested but I don't feel like taking a nap. Weather's warm..

My new job is going to start in another 2 weeks time. It's a new challenge as it's not something I've done before but I will of course TRY MY VERY BEST to accomplish each task given to me. I hope it's a new beginning to a better life. At least it's what I want and I'll work for it.

Missing my bf now, wondering what he's doing...

All good things come to an end? I hope not..

Good morning world!

This year started not so well... or rather not as smoothly as I want to. Come to think about it, it's because I wanted to change my life, so much that I have to face all these.

First, I must learn to be patient. Then, determination and strong-willed must follow. I must learn to be strong as well, strong enough to accept rejection. I'm not used to accept rejection, probably I always get what I want. It's very hard to digest the feelings and it's very disheartening. However, this is what I'm determined to do and I will face it.

In my opinion, support is very important in times like this. I still feel I lack the support but probably I was just asking for too much.

Adaptation is essential for changes like this. I must learn to adapt to the environment. Life isn't like how it used to be so, I will learn to accept and follow the flow as many would mention that since I cannot change the changed, I might as well adapt to it.

Next week should be the week where I may know if I'm about to change my life.. Let's hope and pray for the best. Mom, I know you'll always guide me =)

Till next post world!